To Time, From Me

To: Time

Hi there, my life is kinda 'blur' right now, or can say that I'M blur. Sometimes i dont even know what should i do to make things right or what is wrong or right. I really need more time from you to help me get out of ugly situations. I need to get the EXACT timing to figure out how am i gonna give a good and clear explanation that everyone could accept it and would understand. All i need is to have more time. I dont wish others would think that i am naive and stupid enough to have done it or i have not done good enough for them. All i've ever wanted is just more time but with the exact, perfect timing happening all at the same time. So that i wont be misunderstood for what i've did and done.
Thank you.

From: Ling
xoxo.

Young folks

It has been a while i didn't blog. With all the assignments and tests around. Totally no time!*sigh*
OK. Stop with all the complaining.
Well, i just read someone's blog and found this reli interesting post that i wana share. So here it is. Happy reading!

"Do you still remember the first crush you ever had on someone?All those silly things you used to do to make that little boy notice you?And all the tingles you get in your stomach when he smiled at you?
There was this song I heard on the radio, this fourteen/ fifteen year old boy singing about his "true love", and that she was his life.

I sure had a good laugh,
I mean, come on!
What does a fourteen year old boy possibly know about love?!

But now that I think of it,
I'm sure all of us had that phase we go through when we were young.

We had so little worries when we were young, but at that time, it felt like it was between life and death to know if that little crush of yours felt the same. And if you knew he did, it felt like winning a big lottery!

We thought we knew everything about being in love.

Well, I remember when I was young, I had crushes on so many different boys, I used to think and kind of rank them in order of how strong my crush was.
And I actually remember most of them. Haha! Well thats how a mind of an eleven year old works."

So, there! Interesting right?! The last part totally reminds me of those sweet old times. I did the same thing too! Ranking how strong my crush was. Haha!!

Well, what can you say?! Its good to be young right?! Young couples are cute!!
=)

Wuuuuu~

Assignments are chasing me...
I wanna run, but time is eating me up...
I know i should not be complaining...
But how can i not?!
T.T T.T T.T

I Love Mua Mummy~!

Luckily i have her...
Luckily she is my mummy...

LOVE U MI~!

*muax muax*

=)

Random post

Din update for some time ady. Been so lazy to do so. Haha~

Anyway, i just cant wait for CNY! But b4 tat, assignments 1st! haix~

2 assignemtns due in less than 3 weeks. Damn!

I've become more and more lazy. Probably is that i am not in the mood or so...

I dont know...

Well, i think i need to list down the things i need to b4 CNY.

OK, here's the list:

1) Assignments

2) Tidy room

3) Shopping

So, yea. I think thats it. Gotta get it done in 2 weeks.

I think i can make it~

Its not that much...

I think....

I've got 2 assignments to finish up.

My room is really in a HUGE mess right now....)

Can i finish my shopping in less than 2 days?

Damn.

But i really hope i can finish doing it up not till the last minute.

"+U la Ling~"

1st day of college...

Hmm...what should i say....??
Met some of my ex-classmates after 2 months of holiday...
Engel went to college with me to enrol for this semester. Then we went to sunway to watch Avatar. Haha...At last can watch d! I'll be sure to regret if i hadn't watched it.
However, there was one hillarious moment where we had shop til we forgot the starting time of our movie. Hahaha~
Later, we shop till the shops closed and went for dinner.

There. My first day of college life. Not really something i've pictured. I though i'll be hanging out with my college mates. But turns out to be totally different. Oh well, there are few more months to come. And now is still the beginning of the year~So there's plenty of time. =)

Oh ya...PLUS. My timetable for this semester really suck!! ARGH!!! And i think i wil be the only one or the few among the few people who are in a different class due to some classes that are already full. So gotta go other class..Haiz...Quite sad actually...
But, i still hope to meet new mates and all. And i 100% 100% HOPE i wont be in a class where those people are not-so-nice.

Ok then.

Till my next post.

Bye~

Ling

December post

Hi all, 1st and foremost....Happy 2010!!
So long didn't blog ady, and yet there are quite a few spamers that say those disgusting and awful things in my blog...!! ARGH!! HATE u guys!!! Duno where they got to find out bout my blog....hmph!

So, i've changed my blog address(to this) to avoid these people...Hopefully they wont come bck!

Ok, well, in this post, im highlighting on the last 31 days of 2009...

1st: Went to Penang and stayed at Hard Rock Hotel!!! haha~

This hotel was awsome!!! Not only it has a really nice swimming (i would say)area(not pool), but the whole hotel was also accomodated with genuine belongings of singers/bands from the 70s to the 90s. Eg: Elvis Presley's stage performance's costume, the Bee Gees's CD and etc....

2nd: Christmas is a joyful event. So this Xmas, went to Genting with my best friends. It was actually a last minute decision. However, that day was also the 1st time i went in to a Casino!!! hahaha!!! No need wait till 21 years old. XD.I know its not something big for some, but it is for me.Cuz 1st time leh...kakaka~After going in to a casino, it actually occurred to me that its just a place for gambling. Its just not something that i imagined before...hmmm....vry hard to explain....But oh well! So there i go...in a Casino for the very 1st time...hehe~

3rd: Since Christmas is a joyful event, then New Year eve is an 'refreshment' event. Y i said so? Its bucz a whole new year is coming. Ppl tend to start their New Year resolutions, to start their mission for a new year. But some ppl may also see this day of the year as a refreshment of their memory. Look back what they had accomplished so far in 2009. Think back what event of the year is worth remembering.

Well, for me, if i had a choice, i dont wish to think back, i would rather like to think forward to 2010! Anyways, this year, went to The Curve for countdown and celebrated at Laundry and TGIF. ^^ . All thanks to my girls for going through New Year's day with me...muakz!

My 2010 resolutions would be:

1. to get better grades in exams

2. to start an online business

3. not to spend too much money (and learn to save money!!!)

4. slim down!!

5. learn about self control on all aspects. =)

Happy 2010 folks! =)

-Wish every1 best of luck in 2010-
-Ling-

xoxo.

Tavi. Youngest fashion blogger???

Nowadays, you can see many blogs that features about fashion,reviews of products,personal life, etc. You just name it.

But now, there's a new fashion blogger in town. Her name is Tavi Gevinson and she's only 13!It is said that she is the world's youngest fashion blogger!!! Well, that's what i've know through googgling. =)

At such age, she has been invited to the various fashion shows, including the recent New York Fashion Week and even sits front row with high profile people! I mean, how many of us have that kind of opportunity at such age?! Currently, she has been offered to write a column for Harpers Bazaar (January ed). (See. Get what i mean?! Envy her leh~!)

I just read her blog. It is unmistakable that she really adores fashion. But somehow, she does have this weird sense of fashion style. Her sense of fahion style is more like clothes that only appeares on fashion runways but can you see yourself wearing such outfit on a normal day? No offence though. Maybe that is what making her special and been appreciated by the fashion industry people.

But oh well, i do admit that she has alot of potential in pursuing in the fashion industry as her sence of style is attracting many designers that goes all ga ga over her....

So cheers to her for living her dream. :)

~Her outfit at NY Fashion Week~

Stupid fucking Malay guy!!!

To: A Malay guy in Puchong Perdana!!

FUCK YOU and i'll pray that you go to HELL!!!!
Die in the most torturous way and is banished from this world once and for all!!!!

PS: I'm so stupid that i didn't call the police or even jot down his motor plate number!!! DAMN ME!!!
PSS: I wish that u will be knocked by a car TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

November post

Aiks! So long didn't update ady. Somemore im having my semester break now. Should be more free to update wan....mana tau....hahaha~paiseh~

First post......:

This sem break i am working at a kindergarten. So part of my time is usually dealing with kids!

Oh....kids...they're oh-so-cute!hahaha~

Although kids could be naughty at times, but somehow in the end, u'll find that they're cute and fun to be with. =)

Oh well, what more can i to say, they are KIDS!! hehe~

Second post:

Been looking forward for my bday a long time. Well, as for this year's bday, i didn't actually celebrated with frns tho. =(

But some of u owes me some things....hehe...(u noe u r the one rite?!) XD

Although didnt celebrate with frns, but i am still happy.

I celebrated with my family and we went out for dinner. One thing that i was damn happy is that at last...there's this restaurant in Bandar Puteri that had just opened which was famously known for their crabs!! Its actually a franchise from a restaurant in Desa Aman Puri. (The restaurant is call Tak Fok)

We used to go there last time. But now, no need go so far d. Puchong got 1 d!! Yeah!!!

Third post:

Well, now for the 3rd post. The year end mega sale has begin!!! Woohoo!!! I've been waiting this for like half year d. Since mid year sale la *winks*.

So went shopping on the FIRST day of sale, which is on the 21th (yesterday). So, went to sunway with Yen gal.

Bought lots of things and had shop until the shopping mall had reached closing time! haha~

Well, i thought that i wont be such a spender. But oh well, i think girls will still be girls. Shopping is in their genes.....hahahaha~

Fourth post:

Wait for December post la....

There will be more to come. (Hopefully)

Cause i have lots of plans in mind.

So, stay tune. =)

Till December then.

Bye.
Ling.

xoxo.

Missing pieces of me...

This few days i feel like some part of me is missing...

I don't feel like im 'Me' again...

Im feeling like people around me are going away...

It makes me like im not part of this world already...

It makes me the person that im not...

Everything i do also no mood...

Makes me emo ni...

I hate the fact that i am not shoppaholic ady...

It shows that i don't have a good sense in 'shopping' d...

(Shopping does makes me good in 'shopping', even if i don't try it on.. GET IT?!)

I also hate the fact that i am not cheerful as before...

It shows that im not a happy-go-lucky kinda girl anymore...

I hate the fact that i am not as close with the people im with as before...

It shows that im 'out of this world, living in no-where, no-one's place' ...

Im just being emo. Thats just it.

-Endz-

Ling

xoxo

Rashes x3!!!

omg!! had rashes for nearly a week d...!! been scratching all the time!!!

argh!! really canot stand the itch la..!!

scared got scar somemore....wuuu~

but no matter how...i refuse to go and c doctor!!

cz im a scary cat that is scared of injections...XD

i really kinda had phobia for docs....

i guess mayb its becuz ive been falling ill frequently when i was young...

and everytime go and c doctor, sure have to injection wan~TT~

so, ever since, i kinda had a bad impression of going to clinics...

going to clinics means that i gotta c doctor,

and seeing a doctor means that i gotta do wat the doc says,

eg: INJECTION!!! MEDICATION!!

yes, i hate medications too...especially the 'ubat' for cough...

i would never forget the taste of it...

cz ive been drinking it ALOT whn i was young...

well, as u c...every Chinese New Year, we chinese will have mandrine orange...

and these reli will cause cough-ness...

but i reli like to eat and i eat alot during CNY...

so can say is 'dai sei' lo...eat so much...kena cough lo~

*well, can oso say im allergic to it la*

so? how? parents bring me to c doc, doc give me tat 'ubat' lo~haiz...

but now...since im old enuf to think...i have a choice! haha~

*this is the best thing being older, u have options that u can decide it for urself*

i eat the 'pei pa gou' kaka~!

so no need take that awful 'ubat'....=)

but now, i think i gotta be patient and try not to scratch it lo...

if not...will got scar leh...im reli afraid of this for now...

gosh! and i also hope it'll go away before this sat, which is my final exam!!

dun1 it to affect me while im doing my exam....TTTT

hate it x3!!!!

ahhh.....Finally~!

phewh~! Finally the hectic days of assignments is officially over for this sem. I'm so relieved. 2 subs with full coursework + its a short sem....its like hell! Btw, im proud that ive managed to overcome it. so Hooray for me!! yeah!! The days of the need to have coffee jz to stay awake to finish up my assignments, the 'semangat' to chase after time in order to finish it in time...OMG...im so glad its all over...

Next week will be my final exam, and i just hv to sit for only 1 sub which is ENL. So happy!! 1 sub oni.^^.

After exam will be my 2 months holiday...!! woohoo!! I've been waiting it for so long!!! Haha...i mean, who dosen't likes holidays~?! So im currently trying to plan wat im gonna do during these 2 months, but somehow, i gotta work! holidays is a time for spending + with the year end sales around, i reli gotta work my ass off to get that extra money to spend!! *sobs*

Ok then. I think tats all for now. Will try to update more during my holidays~

I bet my holiday days is gonna be oh-so-fun! *winks*

So 'till then folks.

Ling.

xoxo.

S-T-U-P-I-D!

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AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTH! WTF! ARGH!!!!

WAT THE FUCK!!! my things in my pen drive ALL GONE d!!!! how?!!! reli speechless la now....i wana cry la...!!!! but duno y canot cry out...!!! i reli reli reli reli wana cry!!!!! all my assignments...those IMPORTANT STUFF!!! ALL DISSAPEAR!!! ALL GONE!!! TTTTTTTTTT
IM SOOOO STUPID!!!!!!!

Kinda true. =)

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

[http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx]

Posting my feelings and thoughts to this blog!

I am really very tired d...
I am very mad at myself...
I am angry that I'm born to this world...
I am selfish...
I am frustrated...
I am easily distracted...
I am lazy...
I am stupid...
I am probably the world's most unwanted person...
I am unhappy...
I hate myself...

However..........

I wish to have a shoulder to cry on...
I wish to reborn again and start a whole new life...
I wish to have what I want...
I wish that there is someone that understand and know what I'm thinking...
I wish that I do not have to say every word out just to get what I want...
I wish that there are more people to support me...
I wish that I did not fall in the beginning...
I wish that I am as strong as I think I am...
I wish that I do not have to serve everyone...
I wish that I do not have to layan the people that I don't wana layan wan...
I wish that I had a good beginning, so that I won't have a bad/sad ending...
I wish that I can have better things than what I'm having now...
I wish that I have more air to breath...

But somehow..........

I am grateful that I am able to see the world...
I am grateful that I am able to have feelings...
I am grateful to have senses...
I am grateful that I have passed through the tough times...
I am grateful that I am able to learn things through hard times...
I am grateful that I am still young...
I am grateful that I have dreams...

No matter how..........

I am a human...
I have a family...
I have friends...
I am Tan Yan Ling~

Quote of the day.

"Laugh out loud. Cry in the rain. Love with all your heart and soul. Get hurt. Tell the truth. Go crazy. But never forget that you only get one shot. One shot at this day, one shot at this minute. One shot at this age. One shot at life. So make ...sure your life is one you will enjoy watching in your final moments." ~Anna Floyd~

My Raya holiday.

First of all,Selamat Hari Raya...!!(I noe its too late, but im still on my Raya HOLIDAY mode)

Secondly, I went to JB this whole week and came back just today!! What i can just say is that it was really enjoyed it!! I have enjoyed every moment of it during my stay at JB. Well, it was all about food, fun and relax.

Lastly, I came back as a P-I-G! hehe~

-Here are the things that i did at JB:-

1. Went to zoo...haha!

2. Went to the famous Kluang railway kopitiam!!! (Its a MUST GO place and their coffee and toast bread is a MUST TRY!)

3. Had LOOOOADS of yummy foods everyday.....

4. Met Nicole!!

Nicole~!! xoxoxo
Their famous coffee~Their famous toast bread.(taste even better than Old Towns')

Full House@Ara Damansara

Since today was a public holiday. So me, JieJie and Penny decided to go to Full House. It is located at Ara Damansara, Nui Zhe Xui. ^^.

It took us around 2 hours to reach~yea~2 f***king hours!!!! damn noob la 3 of us~got GPS oso no use...swt =="~ Keep on turning to the wrong way....But, in the end, we still made it! Haha~!!
The moment we step in Full House, it was reli full of so-called 'gu dong'(old stuff)~the phone, the car, the deco,etc...everthing was reli classic+cute. Hehe~~
Hmm....Oh well. Im quite tired now. Had two 'active' days in one row...Go here go there...haha...So i think i'll leave it to the pics to tell the rest of it...Goodnight+Bye~

xoxo.

Even their menu is so cute~!^^