I wish......

I wish i could b a happy-go-lucky girl like i used to say i am~
I wish i could have a life like everyone has~
I wish i could apprecite the chances given~
I wish i could have better chances~
I wish i could improve in anything tat im doing~
I wish i could see through people's minds and thoughts~
I wish...I wish...I wish...~

****Its jz tat, dis few weeks i had been in a real 'war' .With all those assignments and tests,for the first time, i actuali fell sick,i didn't thought tat such thing could happen...jz bcz i was doing all those assignments...I tot my body vry strong wan, cz i seldom sick,wat happen to me??haiz~

Sometimes, i've tot of giving up,stop studying, stop persuing,stop everything..! i cant take it anymore...bt, when i c my friends around me r getting on with their life,not giving up, it actuali does pushes me to get my work done.. :) Even though i seldom depend on myself on getting things done(if u noe wat im saying);) but im now learning to deal it with my own. Although sometimes i may cry alone at night, but those tears pushes me to the 'top'. Although sometimes i fall down alone, but i tend to learn to stand up again by myself. There are even times that when i'm feeling down. I learned to be strong and wont let a tear roll down on my cheeks and affect me. This is because, i wana b tat person who people c me as a strong young girl.^^. Never affraid of anything.*****

Update~

Tmr will start new sem d o...

Last few days have been thinking wat to major in as i have completed my foundation and persuing to degree...

At last...2day...after sooooooo many opinions,i've decided to take marketing...hope its nt a wrong decision and will benefit my future career~~^^

At da same time,it also mean tat all of us have to be seperated cz everyone's gonna take different course/majors/transfering to other Uni...*sad* ~I'm reli gonna miss them~

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Anyway,here's another different topic for me to post about...

Recently, we've recruited a new family member~! Hw excited~! WEEEEE~~~!!!

His/her(sry,duno whether its a male/female...) name is Hamtaro, gave it this name cz i reli like Hamtaro...wakaka...bt usually i'll be calling it RoRo/RouRou(so it could be used as a male/female name)...hehe^^

Oh ya! 4got to tell u wat animal it is...bt i bet u've gussed it...yup,its a hamster~!

Well here are some pics tat i jz took jz now...

Gtg,till next time~! Chiaoz!

Haha...XD

Can't Sleep~!!

Now is 3.20am. So its morning d. Another new day. A new day. A new life. A day closer to final exam. A day closer to bid farewell to my Foundation course. A day closer towards my future. A day closer to say goodbye to my coursemates,college mates,BEST friends,etc. A day closer to be an adult. A day closer to be independent. A day closer to search for a new life. A day closer to my success.

Now is currently 3.28am. I reli cant slp la...!! At this time, other countries is having daytime. That warm,windy weather with the sun breeze is the most suitable day to sit on the benchwood and have a cup of tea with a bunch of girlfriends, friends or dating to gather around, gossip the latest news of our life, updating the latest celeb gossip,etc. Well, i sure hope im in that particular country at this time...

Its 3.40am d! Still cant slp. Wats wrong with me a~?! Dis few days oso like tat wan~TT~Exam pressure mayb??? Bt im still tat old lazy gal who likes to do last minute studies/work and suffer during the exam period and complains after the exam of hw tough it is...Yea...im still that old peerson...never changed,nt abit! Except for the part that i dun like maths/stats or any calculations anymore(i used to like it b4,never knew wat happened y ive changed^^) Probably its that 'lazy worm(lan chong)' in me..hehe..Bt lazy people should slp early rite? y am i still here,blogging...haha XD...

3.50am d leh...still here...haiz...nth to write d...duno wan write wat...so jz end here lo...XD...

PS: To everyone who are going to sit for the finals,Gud Luck k..All da best~! AND if possible, those who are always lucky luck de hor...give me some of ur luck can ma~??^^ let me pass my exam wif flying colours,share ma...dun be stingy la...muahahahaha~~~~~

Yoo Ye Eun~the next Mozart~!!

I've found out wats da name of da blind gal who plays the piano(frm previous blog) is..YOO YE EUN~!! Yeah~!!
Check out dis link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2vIGFU80P7s&feature=related

She's 5 year old,and starts playing piano at the age of 3! [OMG!] She's reli a genuis+talented gal!! I hope+wish tat she could 'walk out from the world of darkness' and get to see the beauty of this world~

To: YooYe Eun, God Bless You Always...

My 'panda eye' days~~@@

Haiz..canot slp for many days d leh~~Shi mian a!!!
Wan slp oso canot..lie on bed..2 eyes open big big..~~haiz~~
Chinese: 'ping shi mei you hei yuan quan de wo..jing ran ying wei zhe ji tian mei shui hao er you! Qi Si Wo La!!'

Last few nites is bcz gt tests and assignments to do..

Yesterday is bcz 'fanz' about smth canot slp..5am smth ni slp..den duno y 9am smth wake up AUTOMATICALLY! Usually go to college for classes oso canot wake up, NOT AUTOMATICALLY somemore,gt alarm clock oso canot...=.=" duno wat happen..oni slp for few hours can wake up..haiz..reli gt problem with my slping~~@@

Today..im nt so sure y..paiseh..
since canot slp den i ma on9 lo..on9 den saw my lou yao on9 oso wor..ma find her la~^^~She was watching movie on UTube..den she sent me some vids tat she is watching..mostly is about 'young geniuses with amazing talent'(at least tats wat i would call them)hehe..
Well..1 of da vid tat she sent me reli touching de lo~i watch d oso cried~*touched*~true tallent!
its actually a small gal who is blind and plays piano(the next Mozart maybe?)+a talented young gal who is gud in singing..her name: Connie Talbot
I'll jz paste da link here and..I BEG U GUYS TO WATCH IT!!..
Hope tat eveyone tat c's dis would be as inspired and feel proud for them as i am!^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ixc4EiGkic&feature=related

2009 Horoscope

2009 is a new year for me, thus, reading articles on horoscope, (mua is Scorpio o^^) would maybe help me to to kick start my year and ahead.
I'm a person who blif on these kinda of things d(feng shui, the power of christals,etc),bt nt tat much la...so plz, dun c me as a weirdo~blek~these things smth does work...bt still, it depends on each person on whether to blif it onot...
Anyway, here is a web that I find it interesting (bt its in Chinese though), cz i lazy to copy&paste it here..haha..ps ya~here's da website: :P

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/imevon&category_id=6023155

你不是真正的快樂~+.+~

人 群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色 你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了 你已經決定了 你已經決定了 你 靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著 而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了 越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割 你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色 你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了 把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼 這 世界 笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了 當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇 於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著 你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色 你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了 把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼 你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合 我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河 難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著 你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色 為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢 能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻 重新開始活著

This few days kinda addicted to this song~~
From Mayday(5YueTian)...
This song reli gt 'feel'...
Can 'feel' the meaning of this song...
Human beings r like tat...
Gt sadness and hapiness and the ups and downs of life...
Bt no matter hw...
"xiao xiao de wei xiao ye ke yi dai guo da da de bei shang~^^ "