Dilemma.

Its been days im having problem with my internet connection....but at last can on9 d....!!! Phew~!

Ever since i started my degree programme, life's been reli hectic with all the piled up assignments and tests. There were even days of sleepless nights where i didn't slp at all.

So, after studying for a semester in Marketing, im starting to fear that i cant cope. Everything is like super hard for me and im like the 'super slow turtle who cant overtake anyone'. How stupid i am~! yea~im a god damn super slow learner..!! jz like a turtle which cant learn how to walk faster~!! argh!!!!!

Im starting to hate being 'me'. I dont like turtles, but i compare myself with them. I like MKT, but i have no interest. OMG,WTH am i talking about....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This few days, im damn mad at myself...!! I cant even think properly. Everything is like about what i feel like doing, not what i wanna do. My emotions and mood are not constant. I usually feel vry moody. And bcz of this, going to clsses everyday has been like going to hell. I need to drag myself out of bed and to for classes. I didnt want to miss classes bcz i cant bare to miss anymore, or else im gonna to b barred frm my finals. Haiz.......whats more to complain if im still complaining about

PS: To my frns, if dis few days i didnt seem like 'choi' u all, i apologize ya~! Im just not in a vry good mood. I didnt talk much is becuz i can feel tat if i start to open my mouth, mayb i'll be talking 'angrily', I feel like wanting to scold ppl. So, "Im Sorry~".

Good Morning...!!!

Good Morning...!! Its 6:15am nw...and I:

1.Didn't slp the whole nite~
2.Happi tat i 'survived' through the nite~
3.Getting ready to go to school nw~!
4.I had the worst coffee ever few minutes ago...
5.Hope tat i'll be having a good day 2day~
6.Managed to watched a few movies tat i was wanting to watch jz nw...
7.I like saying 'xoxo' to every1...
8.I think im losing my mind rite nw...(i think its due to the bad coffee..i duno,smth i kinda wrong with me rite nw...)
9.I feel crazy nw...
10.I wish to do this again...XD

Haiz.....(x100)

Damn it! MKT assignment hvnt finish leh~cannot sleep...
nw is....2:43am...still got...6 hours to my presentation...im so dead la~!

Actually today i should present wan..
but my slides and infos were all wrong..!! so i switched place with my classmate...so i was the lucky number 10, instead of the stupid, unlucky, scary number 4!!!

But before swapping place, i has damn nervous...nervous until feel like wana vomit..and i hvnt ate anything the whole day~haiz...PLUS,the lecturer was like saying the others slides wrong and this and that...make me somemore nervous...this was also the reason of why my classmate willing to switch place with me...Thnx Thnx!!! =)

Today, after clz, after those presentations, while i was driving home, i came to start thinking on whether i have choose the right course onot...i start to think/feel tat im not capable enough to do/or to continue this course...haiz...it was all bcz of tat presentation...make me think like tat...but i must admit...for me...it is kinda tough...this MKT 222 subject...haiz...
On the way home, i start tot think of considering to take bck my Mass Com course...haiz...this was the course tat i've always wanted to take...!!! Bt on the other hand, Marketing oso not bad la...bt...the question is..: Am I capable of doing it? Despite on whether it is presently or in the future??
There are main 4 courses that I wish to take:
1)Music
2)Mass Com
3)Marketing
4)Design

To say the truth, i still duno where im heading...i seem to cant see my future...im still in a blurish situation...haiz...
PS:U can call me a blur person, but dun call me a person with no future~

Puchong Highland...!!

Im bck...!! So far, this 2 weeks had not been hectic as the previous ones'. Im reli in a good mood...Hehe...However, the hectic days will be bck after this. Btw, all i wanna do now is to fully enjoy my life.^^

Anyway, the main purpose of writing my blog this time is to introduce the new highland in Puchong.Hehe...

Ystday, me and lou yao went for dinner at Bumbu Bali. Its reli a nice restaurant with delicious foods. So, well.., after our dinner, we decided to go and have a view of the whole Puchong since the whether was good. So we went to Bandar Puteri hill top and i tell u...It was reli beautiful~!Haha!! I'll definitely introduce to couples...^^...Whn we were there, there was LOTS of couples over there kissing and cuddling each other. *Mayb we went at the 'right' time*hehe...

OK. Enuf. Moving on...i would say the view was reli nice. Plus the moon was as though very close to us...hehe...

Well, i think tats all i have for now. Till next time~!xoxo!!

The view

Bumbu Bali's Chicken n FishSunshine Beer*Nice name with nice taste!*