Rashes x3!!!

omg!! had rashes for nearly a week d...!! been scratching all the time!!!

argh!! really canot stand the itch la..!!

scared got scar somemore....wuuu~

but no matter how...i refuse to go and c doctor!!

cz im a scary cat that is scared of injections...XD

i really kinda had phobia for docs....

i guess mayb its becuz ive been falling ill frequently when i was young...

and everytime go and c doctor, sure have to injection wan~TT~

so, ever since, i kinda had a bad impression of going to clinics...

going to clinics means that i gotta c doctor,

and seeing a doctor means that i gotta do wat the doc says,

eg: INJECTION!!! MEDICATION!!

yes, i hate medications too...especially the 'ubat' for cough...

i would never forget the taste of it...

cz ive been drinking it ALOT whn i was young...

well, as u c...every Chinese New Year, we chinese will have mandrine orange...

and these reli will cause cough-ness...

but i reli like to eat and i eat alot during CNY...

so can say is 'dai sei' lo...eat so much...kena cough lo~

*well, can oso say im allergic to it la*

so? how? parents bring me to c doc, doc give me tat 'ubat' lo~haiz...

but now...since im old enuf to think...i have a choice! haha~

*this is the best thing being older, u have options that u can decide it for urself*

i eat the 'pei pa gou' kaka~!

so no need take that awful 'ubat'....=)

but now, i think i gotta be patient and try not to scratch it lo...

if not...will got scar leh...im reli afraid of this for now...

gosh! and i also hope it'll go away before this sat, which is my final exam!!

dun1 it to affect me while im doing my exam....TTTT

hate it x3!!!!

ahhh.....Finally~!

phewh~! Finally the hectic days of assignments is officially over for this sem. I'm so relieved. 2 subs with full coursework + its a short sem....its like hell! Btw, im proud that ive managed to overcome it. so Hooray for me!! yeah!! The days of the need to have coffee jz to stay awake to finish up my assignments, the 'semangat' to chase after time in order to finish it in time...OMG...im so glad its all over...

Next week will be my final exam, and i just hv to sit for only 1 sub which is ENL. So happy!! 1 sub oni.^^.

After exam will be my 2 months holiday...!! woohoo!! I've been waiting it for so long!!! Haha...i mean, who dosen't likes holidays~?! So im currently trying to plan wat im gonna do during these 2 months, but somehow, i gotta work! holidays is a time for spending + with the year end sales around, i reli gotta work my ass off to get that extra money to spend!! *sobs*

Ok then. I think tats all for now. Will try to update more during my holidays~

I bet my holiday days is gonna be oh-so-fun! *winks*

So 'till then folks.

Ling.

xoxo.

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AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTH! WTF! ARGH!!!!

WAT THE FUCK!!! my things in my pen drive ALL GONE d!!!! how?!!! reli speechless la now....i wana cry la...!!!! but duno y canot cry out...!!! i reli reli reli reli wana cry!!!!! all my assignments...those IMPORTANT STUFF!!! ALL DISSAPEAR!!! ALL GONE!!! TTTTTTTTTT
IM SOOOO STUPID!!!!!!!

Kinda true. =)

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

[http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx]

Posting my feelings and thoughts to this blog!

I am really very tired d...
I am very mad at myself...
I am angry that I'm born to this world...
I am selfish...
I am frustrated...
I am easily distracted...
I am lazy...
I am stupid...
I am probably the world's most unwanted person...
I am unhappy...
I hate myself...

However..........

I wish to have a shoulder to cry on...
I wish to reborn again and start a whole new life...
I wish to have what I want...
I wish that there is someone that understand and know what I'm thinking...
I wish that I do not have to say every word out just to get what I want...
I wish that there are more people to support me...
I wish that I did not fall in the beginning...
I wish that I am as strong as I think I am...
I wish that I do not have to serve everyone...
I wish that I do not have to layan the people that I don't wana layan wan...
I wish that I had a good beginning, so that I won't have a bad/sad ending...
I wish that I can have better things than what I'm having now...
I wish that I have more air to breath...

But somehow..........

I am grateful that I am able to see the world...
I am grateful that I am able to have feelings...
I am grateful to have senses...
I am grateful that I have passed through the tough times...
I am grateful that I am able to learn things through hard times...
I am grateful that I am still young...
I am grateful that I have dreams...

No matter how..........

I am a human...
I have a family...
I have friends...
I am Tan Yan Ling~